Reason for not updating my blog : I just love to listen or read but not write or speak. :) Damn, I'm just so lazy. :(

Selfish-ness

I feel I very selfish, most of the times.

I talk to you happily,excited when I wanted to. I never talk to you when I don't feel like talking(which most of time is I tired or moody)

Is it just me or everyone also the same?

Sometimes my friend play a fool at me and I will fool him back or joke with him.
Sometimes my friend play a fool at me and I just smile reluctancy.

Or is is I got double personality. This is just one of the example of myself, there is more that i feel I am weird. Hmmmm..

Dedicate this, for my friend

When one leave the world, some say this is the end of his life but i would say it's the beginning of a new life. Whether it is a new life to a new born baby(the soul from the dead went to the new born baby) or new life for the one who leave the world. He is still, having a new life. Beginning of a new life is not a bad thing ! :)

Leaving a world shouldn't be filled with sorrow and sadness. In fact, it is a relief for him. It will not be as happy as winning a lottery but for sure it should not be a sad one. It depends how you look into it. If he enjoy his life, he will leave with no regret, and vice versa. In chinese saying 死而无悔.

Moreover, i guess she didn't leave alone right. :) There is so much of care and love pouring to her and i think she is glad that all of you is healthy to be there.

This is part of the life. For her and for her close one too. You got to learn to stay strong, tight yourself up and move on. Every incident follow by a moral/lesson. This is the lesson of appreciation of one's life. You learnt it, you grew up. You are getting more mature and know how to handle your emotion better. Let your emotion flow out, it is part of the learning process. Do not hold it, it will be more suffering. Crying does not means that you are weak. What's important is you able to stand up after this.

Rest well. When you wake up tomorrow, it will be another brand new day with lots more challenges for you. If there are no challenges no obstacles no barrier, one will never grow up.

Say thank you for letting it happen and make you stronger to face the world.

Afterall, this is L-I-F-E.

I type this out in like 10 mins. Forgive my mistakes/voca or anything. ><

STUNNING SENIOR MOMENT

A very self-important college freshman attending a recent football game,took it upon himself to explain to a senior citizen sitting next to him why it was impossible for the older generation to understand his generation.

"You grew up in a different world, actually an almost primitive one," the student said, loud enough for many of those nearby to hear.

"The young people of today grew up with television, jet planes, space travel, manwalking on the moon, our spaceships have visited Mars. We have nuclearenergy, electric and hydrogen cars, computers with DSL, bsp; light-speedprocessing ....and," pausing to take another drink of beer.

The Senior took advantage of the break in the student's litany and said,

"You're right, son. We didn't have those things when we were young.....so we invented them. Now, you arrogant little shit, what are you doing for thenext generation?"

The applause was resounding...

I love senior citizens ..

Inspiration

Early in the morning woke up by alarm clock, means I am still alive.

Can find a furthest parking slot, means I still able to walk, and I am lucky enough to own a car.

Tiring of working whole day, means I still got the will to fight.

I pay the tax, means I got a job.

Got a bunch of clothes to wash and iron, means I got clothes to wear.

Clothes get tighter and tighter, means I got food to eat.

Iron Man

Watched the iron man on friday night. Not a really bad movie but to me, it's just another superhero movie :) Great graphic great robot great effect.. it's, ok lah.. ^^

Oh ya btw guys, if you going to watch it, remember to wait till the end of the credit. That's a preview about The Avenger, the next superhero movie :)


Had a overnight mahjong session with ws and jeb. We had a crazy saturday/sunday. We thought of going to setapak to find xiao yin yam cha but it turn out to be a yam cha session in genting. lol~ thanks to suzanne ^^v I got to be the drive and hold the 4 life's responsible. -_- If you are in my car, you can hear all the screaming, shouting, warning, and everything from them.

"Fei, slow down !~"
"Lower gear !~"
"Got car ! GOT CAR !"
"Go slow man man lai."

And yea after that around 1am we mahjong till 12pm and i lose rm17, (as usual) bully by two pro mahjong kaki. zZzZzZzz
Till then. (Going out for dinner)

Promise?

I made a so called "promise" that isn't sound like a promise to me in front of ws and joyce during our dinner time on weds. Hmmm.. actually not really a promise. Just that i want to love myself more. :) So i promise myself to do something. Hehehe~ How far i can keep my promise ? ;)